day 14

something your ashamed of


my lies, my dirty little lies.

Day 13

how do you feel about yourself

im pretty bipolar with m self image/confidence etc. one day my confidence is to the roof and i think im gorgeous and sweet and popular, the next day it feels like i have no friends, like no one will ever like me, like my grades are scum, and my kindness is more like total bitch.

so all i can tell you is how i feel about myself right now.

and please oh dear blog please do not think im bragging. im not.

i think i have pretty eyes, and nice hair
i would trade anything to have a better body
i think im doing really well at work, and that i owned it today
i think i treat people pretty well most of the time
i think i dont judge others as much as some of my friends
i think that im decently popular, even tho i hate admitting it
and i think i have awful study habits, but if i got better i could have a way better average
but all in all, today im feeling pretty good about myself. :)

Day 12

what makes me smile?

thats a tough one

- bubble wrap
- snow days
- warm rain
- boys who say cute things
- great clothing finds
- naps
- when my friends do something nice
- work
- wearing a boys sweater
- finding out someone suprising likes me
- tumblr
- my crazy mother
- life, gorgeous, life

Day 11

5 things that make you mad

1.boys,boys,boys
2.expectations
3.dramatic,wannabe, plastic girls
4.when my parents are worry warts
5.stress, anxiety, rumors

day 10

6 things you cant live without

1. a boy by my side (i know we've worked so hard for feminist rights.. but its true)
2. my best friend
3. burts bee's in my pocket
4. china <3
5. reeses peanut butter cups
6. family

were such good friends. but somehow it feels like im falling for you. slowly falling for you. but god i hope im wrong.

Day 8

a recent picture of you