Tuesday, April 20, 2010

And i have chocolate brains


You and J broke up today and i don't know what to do

I mean i've liked you for like 2 years now! and i've waited for you and J to break up for like 2 months and i can't believe its finally happened but im so happy that it has. Now i just don't know what to do, do i tell you how i feel again, do i wait till u talk to me, or do i forget you?, do i remeber how many times you hurt me?, or should i forgive and forget!

I'm not sure all i know is i miss you and when we had that extra long hug today it meant something and you know it, we only have those hugs once in a while (and i know you think im crazy oh rocketboy its just a hug, just a hug i tell you but its not. Its like we cant let go and when we do we look at each other wiht that look like we can see right through, and we now that we have missed each other and then we should be together all the time) And he was happy i ended stuff with d which im pretty happy bout to im pretty sure i just want you to realize how much i care about you, how long ive been waiting, and i want you to see how i feel! but i dont know if youll ever understand, i just wish this was easy and then theres J and N so what do i do with them if something happens with us. But your a flirt and i dunno , like a major flirt and ugghh im not sure if i can take that and im not sure if i can take your little tag alongs - lexi and dakota but whatever screw them id be with you!

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