love

and you finally told me the harsh reality.. and i dont think i can take it

and i dont know why it took me so much time to find the courage to talk to you
but damn im so glad i did

i wish i could trust you
i wish you didnt go to that dance
i wish you didnt grind with them
i wish you didnt say we had to talk about "stuff"
i wish you were more loyal
i wish you cared more

and why do i have to love you
why do i have to love your hugs
why do i want to kiss those lips?

never under-estimate a girl - credit to amanda727

You're sittin' over there
talkin' like you're better than me
like you've got a right, more skill in everything
like it's destined in some prophecy
But let me tell you something
something one day you'll see
one day you'll figure out, what the world is all about
you'll step back to re-evaluate me
re-think your priorities

CHORUS: Never underestimate a girl
cause' one day she will become your world
she understands,she wears the pants
she knows your thoughts with one glance

Never underestimate a girl
cause' one day you'll be on her pay roll
can control you with her finger,
so don't dare too long to linger,
cause' you know she's in control
never underestimate a girl

Go ahead and drop your mouth
you know what I'm talkin' about
guess one day you'll see
Beauty tamed the Beast
Ariel left the sea
we're stronger than you think

CHORUS

Never underestimate a girl
no, never underestimate a girl

how you make me feel

you make me melt
like icecream down a cone

you make me bubbly
like when you put to much soap in the sink

you make my face glisten
like sun and rain

you make my tummy shake
like when a big person farts - earthquake

you make me wanna scream
like winning a gift basket

you make me explode
like mentos n coke

you make me happy
like coming home to your own bed

you make me warm
like sitting outside to long on a hot summers dayy

you make me scared
like when you think your dog has ran away

you make me worried
like before a big game

you make me cry
like rain during a thunderstorm

you make me smile
like if your parents give in and buy you a treat

you make me laugh
like someone just told the funniest joke that not everybody understands

you made me fall in love
like you and me <3

and thank you nemo, i just pray i have the strength

and god your right, the world is yours the question is what will you do with it? and who will be holding your hand well you do it?

nerd chase

everybody,
im tired of mean girls
im tired of body images
im tired, im exshausted

-and i can smell the freedom-

i just wish there wasnt drama, and we didnt have to chose between boys
i wish that it was summer...
i wish i was in sylvan like or mexico or las vegas
i wish i was away from this

i cant take listening to you put down others
i cant take the rumors
the gossip, and the crude comments

-oh and summers almost here-

rocketboy

dont flirt with him!!! please.

i wish... you wouldnt flirt with him
cause i dont want him to fall for you again

and i dont know what to do with you...

dear whoever,
so i realized that somethings just happen so god can test you.. i mean like he puts you in a hard situation to see what youll do. so far all i've done is cry. where has that gotten me? hmm... let me see absolutely nowhere!
for a bit i thought i was moving forward but then i just took three giant steps back.
i want to believe in myself, i want to believe in you guys. but something in me, wont fight for it. something in me is lost. something in me seems like i cant find my faith and it hurts. and all i want is someone to talk to
-rocketboy-

and what do you do.. when you like two guys? well three but only two matter...
and what do you do.. when one of the boys you like, one of your friends loves to....
and what do you do.. when you cant see to make up your mind
and what do you do.. when you havent got a clue

let me stay in your arms just a little longer
let me feel your warm breath on my neck one more time
let me rest my head on your shoulder tonight
let me wrap my fingers in yours again
let me feel your heart beating against my rosy cheek till i explode
let me be able to say im yours

-rocketboy-

All we have is time in this thing we call life
how do we use it?
where does it go?
how do we get it back?
the answer is that no one knows.
Time is time and simply that.
you cant abuse it or misuse it or with time you will ultimatley lose it. becareful whta you ask for and who you trust.the time you waste on things that are inevitable is extremely irreplaceable. take your time use it wisely and responsibly. take moments to understand your meaning in this time and do all that you set out to do. we all wish there was that button we could press to stop the mess, but if it were meant to be there would be no time to progress and press forward. time is of the essence and cannot be gotten back.

and i love your hugs..

and really why do we try so hard to impress, why do we try so hard to get people to like us. why cant we just have confidence that they will?

look danger in the eye

dr seuss knew it from the beginning - wake up the brain with nonsense

sometimes i remember
dr. seuss books that declared
with such certainty
that individuality was
all that mattered

bible verses that explained
why we would be going to hell
if we didn’t pick up the pace

looking through mousetraps
and crossing our fingers
as we prayed:

don’t die, little guy,
don’t die, don’t die.

now,
on an apple-juice stained sofa
i watch smoke leave
a sagging body in a gray sweatshirt directly
through the nose
and i wonder if this is what
dr. seuss meant all those years ago about
nonsense waking up the brain cells.

and i’m thinking,
i shouldn’t let you do this.

but then again,
i am such a hypocrite.

sometimes i remember
sunday school priests
and how they would describe
heaven as this place where
you love god
so passionately that
it is enough
and it is enough
and it is enough.

so maybe if i could believe in
boys in the ripped jeans
and gray hoodies
enough to make them gods
i could make this world
heaven and i could tie-dye
my past blue and green
and it would serve as earth.

sometimes i remember god,
and sometimes he remembers me.

but i always seem to
remember you.

credit- holly m-

the funny game of life

1 person, one small drop of water in the ocean. "we live on after we die", well your here with this gift of life hold onto take advantage of it LIVE it because we dont live forever and so take every single day grab it in your hand take risks, jump feet first, and dont be afraid your hat will fall off. and believe in your choices. have hope and follow your faith

-i did not write this- credit to soo jee l

bubbles.
god’s just a little kid
with a big bottle
of Miracle Bubbles
and a wand
dipping, blowing these
bubbles
all doomed to

pop

at one point or another.
they either drop
too fast, before
he can catch them,
or the biggest ones
pop!
before they’ve even
been launched.
it’s the little ones
that leave quietly
and take their time

gently

drifting

down

everyone leaves a mark,
you know,
but sooner or later
they’ve all evaporated.

so we were supposed to hang out after school to bad poopy p was there and we had to hang with her :( but anyways you arent dating her anymore and blugg i still have to choose but knowing i could date you and have you feels good :) but i really wish i got to hang out with you alone today--kisses <3 -- but thats okay i guess i just missed you and it felt good to be with you for more then 2 minutes :D and track meet tomorrow i hang out with you 2 all day and bluggg im so excited, but i havent ran at all this year and im doing 400 meter ahhhh!!! wish me luck

love rocketboy

snap, and your different...

so nemo, you apologized to her today.. something in me is proud of you. happy this is over with so we can we be the three of us again. but another part of me is mad, i hate her i wish she cared, and i dont want her to go to sts cuz i know she'll be friends with those girls, those girls who used to pick on me and who i hated. and another part of me knows nothing will ever be the same again. and you know that to. im pretty sure she does aswell i just wish. i just want/ need it to be back. but she's changed and there isnt a thing in the world we can do to get her back.

-rocketboy-

used to be as simple as a stick man... now they expect detail!!

so, your perfect... and your bear hugs are... amazing and well i pretty much ... love you

and i get to hang out with you tomorrow

you make me numb

oh and you try so hard to suceed

i think its funny how our society, our world, our peers, even our parents. try to fit it. They change who they are so everyone else will thiink there great. where did becoming your own person go. i looked at problems in canada the other day and my group came up with we always try to copy the u.s. but wouldnt you agree - we used a metaphor simon says
simon says go to war
simon says get fatter
simon says adopt our companies
simon says dress like us
simon says like our reality tv and make your own from it
which just showed us one example of how we need to find out own idenity even some store make clothes which are replicas from other store (e.g american apparel hoodies)

so take this advice
- being you is cooler than being someone else -

sometimes, i just wish you knew

dear boy..
your everything ive ever wanted
so why cant you be mine
i'd drop everything for you and you know it
you chose her for action over me you even told me
but im tired of it, but i know i cant move on
and everything else just keeps getting more and more ackward everyday
and all i want is to be in your arms
after school, i just wanted to hold your hand and rest my head on your shoulder after a long day and before a long night
and now your mr supportive, so how could you get any better

.. i know.. maybe if you werent dating her i'd be happier... you'd be better if you had me

love, rocketboy

"and i promise if you still want a chance with me i'll give it to you and i will do whatever you want ;)"

bluggg i hate you, dear mutant alien spaceboy ainted no plan b and she defiently aint no slut, thank you very much

i want this to end
friend drama especially but boy drama to
i want it to be back to normal sfls and bumble
but no, no, no it has to be gi gi being a complete ***** and j aswell i cant take it.
i need it to all calm down
and nick you shouldnt just assume im pickin you! i said no to you for a reason
and j get some sense your being a whore
im sorry for having to write this, i'm sorry for even having to think this
but i have, we all have !!
love rocketboy

and you think i dont noticeee you ....

yes sir, yes sir, yes yes, sir

what ever shall you do
when the world weigh down on you

whatever shall you do
when you havent go a clue

whatever shall you do
when people look and stare and laugh

whatever shall you do
when you turn and look and you got a sticker on your back

whatever shall you do
when theres nothing left to do

so hot, that i melted

dear world,
have you ever felt like a dead weight walking the earth?
love, rocketboy

and all i need is to get out of your heart
and all i need is for you to see how confused i am
and all i need is just one of you only one of you to like
because damn im confused
- rocketboy -

oh so many

so many boys, not enough hands to hold them with

so many boys, not enough brains to understand them with

so many boys, not enough amrs to hug them with

so many boys, not enough patience to keep them with

so many boys, not enough time

so many boys, oh so many boys

only one pair of lips