dear whoever,
so i realized that somethings just happen so god can test you.. i mean like he puts you in a hard situation to see what youll do. so far all i've done is cry. where has that gotten me? hmm... let me see absolutely nowhere!
for a bit i thought i was moving forward but then i just took three giant steps back.
i want to believe in myself, i want to believe in you guys. but something in me, wont fight for it. something in me is lost. something in me seems like i cant find my faith and it hurts. and all i want is someone to talk to
-rocketboy-