Monday, July 12, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
its hard to believe... that i'm apart of the popular group. i sort of still dont believe it. and it feels weird, that were always getting labeled, and talked about. cause we are! and i wish i could look them in the eyes and say were the same. why are there these stupid cliques. what really makes us different?
waiting for you is useless and disapointing..
i'm tired of waiting for you. i thought u liked me.. and i really wanted something different with you. not friends with benefits, not a serious relationship, just more than friends. and i'm tired of you ignoring me. right now i would just settle on you talking to me though.
day 19
the best one i got is snow. snow white.
and i actually dont know how i got it. but my best friend gave it to me.
also .... like a million from sienna :) hahha i dunno which one would be my favorite.
and i actually dont know how i got it. but my best friend gave it to me.
also .... like a million from sienna :) hahha i dunno which one would be my favorite.
day 17
neill mercier.
i wanna see what goes through his head. what its like to be able to get like any girl. and then i could hear everything the guys say about us. and i would know what logann... maybe thought about me.
i wanna see what goes through his head. what its like to be able to get like any girl. and then i could hear everything the guys say about us. and i would know what logann... maybe thought about me.
Friday, July 9, 2010
day 13
Jill,
i used to trust you. i used to think you were so cool. in grade 6 and 7 i even looked up to you. i thought if i was as smart, pretty, atheltic and talented as her i would have the world. i use to want to be you. you were my role model in grade seven i was so jealous of you. we were sisters, i loved you like my family. and now i cant even look at you.. let alone be there for you. i feel bad that you have no friends now, i feel bad that i didnt try to fix it. but then again i look at everything, everything that you've destroyed and i really dont care that much. you deserve to have none of us. and probably if you didnt lie so much. i would be a little kinder. but you knew, you knew all along. and i understand you didnt tell lauren that would be hard... sorta like how i didnt tell her about isaac but i told you. you could have done the same. than we coulda worked it out, and i would have went with you to tell lauren. but no you decided to be terrible, and secretive. im glad you probably feel guilty still. and then when i saw you in neills sweater with him and logan. i wanted to kill you. you and your stupid short shorts, and athletic build, and your fucking butt that wins all the guys. i hate you. i hate that i used to trust you so much. and i hate that you never tryed to fix anything with you me and lauren. you just left it. being like this is the end of the world. you are terrible. and i dont have that many reasons to hate you but i do. its insane. and im sorry for hating you so much. also you cant blame being a slut on your family life.
i used to trust you. i used to think you were so cool. in grade 6 and 7 i even looked up to you. i thought if i was as smart, pretty, atheltic and talented as her i would have the world. i use to want to be you. you were my role model in grade seven i was so jealous of you. we were sisters, i loved you like my family. and now i cant even look at you.. let alone be there for you. i feel bad that you have no friends now, i feel bad that i didnt try to fix it. but then again i look at everything, everything that you've destroyed and i really dont care that much. you deserve to have none of us. and probably if you didnt lie so much. i would be a little kinder. but you knew, you knew all along. and i understand you didnt tell lauren that would be hard... sorta like how i didnt tell her about isaac but i told you. you could have done the same. than we coulda worked it out, and i would have went with you to tell lauren. but no you decided to be terrible, and secretive. im glad you probably feel guilty still. and then when i saw you in neills sweater with him and logan. i wanted to kill you. you and your stupid short shorts, and athletic build, and your fucking butt that wins all the guys. i hate you. i hate that i used to trust you so much. and i hate that you never tryed to fix anything with you me and lauren. you just left it. being like this is the end of the world. you are terrible. and i dont have that many reasons to hate you but i do. its insane. and im sorry for hating you so much. also you cant blame being a slut on your family life.
day 12
tumblr - um from an unknown secret website.. i found someones tumblr and thought it was insanely cool. and got inspired
blogger- my sister
blogger- my sister
day 10
sad--> john mayer - he makes me think.. about thingsss... i dunno in a different way
happy--> anything!
mad--> red jumpsuit apparatus - facedown (or other screamo songs)
need to get in a good mood --> cheer up - or any other ten skelet shirt songs
when i need a laugh--> suck my dick, because i got high, flaming lips music
love sick--> day to remember
when i like a guy--> anyone else but you, relient k, moldy peaches
.. i cant think of which ones... AHHHH
happy--> anything!
mad--> red jumpsuit apparatus - facedown (or other screamo songs)
need to get in a good mood --> cheer up - or any other ten skelet shirt songs
when i need a laugh--> suck my dick, because i got high, flaming lips music
love sick--> day to remember
when i like a guy--> anyone else but you, relient k, moldy peaches
.. i cant think of which ones... AHHHH
day 09
i didnt fall under your spell.
i let the un important things slip away.. and had a good time
i didnt lie. once!
i let the un important things slip away.. and had a good time
i didnt lie. once!
day 08
(goals)
well for this month
1.have fun
2.be more outgoing
3.show these people, who i really am
4.learn something new
5.make a small difference in the world
6.stay away from drama as much as possible
7.get closer to my sister before she leaves
8.not screw anything up anymore
9.gain more trust
well for this month
1.have fun
2.be more outgoing
3.show these people, who i really am
4.learn something new
5.make a small difference in the world
6.stay away from drama as much as possible
7.get closer to my sister before she leaves
8.not screw anything up anymore
9.gain more trust
day 07
you've shown me to be confident in my own skin.
you've reminded me i will someday find out who i am.. and be more sure of it.
you've taught me to love life.. because it's special.
you've been with me through a lot, which gives me courage.
you've been an amazing best friend and showed me how to be one to.
day 06 --> top three
frozone- okay pretty much.. he was just super cool! end of story
aqualad- to some him up - he can breathe underwater!! I think we can all agree that Aqualad was always there for us when we needed him most...When we were drowning, or base diving without ropes, or doing other dumb things that had something to do with water. hell of a lot better then Aquaman. at least Aqualad has power over water, not just the dumb fish. u gotta respect him for being the first sidekick to be cooler than his mentor.
buzz lightyear- another cool one, been with us through all the toy story movies. and in tou story 3 not only was he evil and good. he was a mad spanish dancer
aqualad- to some him up - he can breathe underwater!! I think we can all agree that Aqualad was always there for us when we needed him most...When we were drowning, or base diving without ropes, or doing other dumb things that had something to do with water. hell of a lot better then Aquaman. at least Aqualad has power over water, not just the dumb fish. u gotta respect him for being the first sidekick to be cooler than his mentor.
buzz lightyear- another cool one, been with us through all the toy story movies. and in tou story 3 not only was he evil and good. he was a mad spanish dancer
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
i scan the roomremembering when i was once YOUNG
looking up at everybody
no problems
NO troubles
i see a old box in the corner
collecting dust
full of BARBIES, abc blocks, and huge puzzles
my favorite thing to do was go to the park
now...
i have nothing to say
i used to want to see everything, learn everything, grow up
now i wanna hide myself away from so many things
i want to clear my brain
i wish i knew LESS
i wish i was young again
bring me back
even if its just for a second
day 01
1. music is who i am... i'm a crazy indie girl
2. gummy worms, reeses peanut butter cups make my life
3. how to train your dragon is my favorite movie
4.if you look into my eyes, you probably could see everything i feel. i wear my heart on my sleeve
5. when im nervous i bite my lip
6. i have trust issues
7. i always, always chose the wrong guy. and the good guys i like.. never like me back.
8. i'm in constant fear, i will end up back where i started
9. i got a bad junkie wrist. and i love it
10. i'm glad i finally have a friend/ friends that understand me
11. getaway place - tree house
12. dancing is well. everything! watch me dance, and you'll know every single thing about me. my goal is to inspire, and when i dance i hope i do that.
13. i became catholic this year, and i have to say its the best descision i have ever made.. even if it took every ounce of courage in my body.
14. i love oversized clothing
15. i love life, it took me approx 13 years to learn that. but i finally know. that i am so blessed.
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you’re Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you’re Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you
dear ____,
all i want right now is a clean slate. but i know i cant get that. from last years problems to this years troubles. i want everyone to forget about them. so i can start over. from the party, the vodka, to borrowing clothes, to boys. i just want to walk into a new door. please forgive me for everything i've done. i hope you realize how hard i've tried, how much i want to change. im going to stop lying.. if you can start trusting me again. because im tired of being wrapped up in this rebellious life.
-rocketboy-
all i want right now is a clean slate. but i know i cant get that. from last years problems to this years troubles. i want everyone to forget about them. so i can start over. from the party, the vodka, to borrowing clothes, to boys. i just want to walk into a new door. please forgive me for everything i've done. i hope you realize how hard i've tried, how much i want to change. im going to stop lying.. if you can start trusting me again. because im tired of being wrapped up in this rebellious life.
-rocketboy-
Friday, July 2, 2010
can't stop thinking about it
so pretty much i hate you. i hate you so much its insane. and well i have you.. sort of and im so happy, and you almost ruined my whole night. so i really like you.. and i wish you knew that. but sluty miss slutzer isnt gunna ruin it
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