and i sort of, love being around you.

welcome back to the past

Grade 5 speech day!

hello familiar stranger.

Its amazing how..
and one point in our lives,
we will be extremely close to a person.
then later on they become a complete stranger.
you will pass by them without a word. not a single sound.
expressionless
this person, who once knew you so well.
knew your fears, your desires, your hopes, your past, your future.
is now walking past you,
seeing right through

you like the fragile me best.

and the funny thing is.. you loved me when i was at my worst. and left when i was at my best. how does that make sense at all.

get over yourself. i dont love you anymore. not like i did.

you're just a memory. dont try and get back in. it's not happening.

every beautiful girl sees a monster in the mirror

reality sorta sucked.. until you came along.

i worry
i worry that mabey
i wasn't what you were expecting.
i worry that you'll remember that you can do better then me.
i worry that i'm just not good enough.

"When I was little...I played on Neopets. Not Facebook. I played with a game boy. Not a cell phone. I wore stick on earrings. Not diamond ones. I went on play dates. Not dates. I watched SpongeBob. Not Jersey Shore. I listened to Cd's on a Cd player. Not rap music on an iPod The best come back was I know you are but what am I? Not that's what she said. It is so crazy how kids have all this stuff now."

and the truth is even tho it was just a small hello. it made my day.
and i'm not going to like you again cause what i have right now. this baby crush is so simple.
and no ones getting hurt.
but if i like you again. im going to be back where i started.
so i think im just not going to think anything of it.
and just be your friend.

Think how many people have sat next to you on a bus, train, whatever. Now think how many people have sat next to you on purpose, with their fingers crossed in hope that you’ll talk to them. I’m sure somebody has. There’s plenty of times when somebody’s seen you and hoped that you spoke to them, but you never did, ‘cause you don’t have the guts, and neither do they. Don’t go around thinking nobody likes you and that you’re not loved, there’s been plenty of times when a stranger’s spotted you and thought “oh they’re just my type,” but haven’t had the courage or confidence to open their mouth and initiate a conversation, the funny thing is, neither have you.

and i sorta miss you everyday.

Let’s face it, we’ve changed. We’ve all changed. Somewhere between school ending and school starting. We’ve all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hang-out with our circle of friends that we thought that was going to be there for us “forever”. We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.

never say sorry for what you feel.
it's like saying "sorry for being real."

i can honestly say. i wish this was my room.

dont worry. im not sitting around. thinking of you. i'm fine. just fine. without you.

i wanna hold you hand through this one

because i dont trust him

but i love that he makes you smile

and makes your hand go nuts

i just wish i knew that he was gunna be good for you

in the long run

because if he's just a smooth talker

looking for lust

then this isn't go by well with me

and if he isn't really sick

well i've had my fair share of liars

and so have you

and i hope that you'll leave him in the dust

but for now

im just gunna hold your hand through this

and be happy for you

your my late night booty call