Day 6

the hardest thing you've had to do

well the hardest thing i had to do, was get the guts and go to the childrens hospital for help. i knew i needed it, i knew it would help. but i didnt have the courage to. and i didnt have the courage to stay. i wanted to run away i couldnt stand that place. i couldnt stand not being allowed to wear my own clothes and having to wear those gross cotton robes that let my whole back show. i couldnt stand the crazy people there. the rules ate me alive. the noise, the anger, the sadness rushed through me like 100 tons of bricks. i couldnt breath, i couldnt eat, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt function. you need smiles, friends, family, and laughs to survive. well i was there all i got was cold stares, safety scissors, and plastic food, the crazy people telling me to smile in such a crap place,and medication . the hardest thing i've ever had to do... to try and stay sane in such a crazy place.