dear lonely people,

i finally have sympathy for you. i know how you feel. and it's awful.
i have never felt so alone.
as when i walk into that class full of un welcoming faces.
no hello's just blank expressions.
a room full of people. i have nothing in common with.

non of my friends will ever understand.

but it hurts to not be able to share smiles. and laughs.
but to just listen and focus.
not even by choice.
but because i have no friends in that room.

and yes i could say i have 1 or 2 but. are they really my friends.
no they aren't.
and i don't even wanna face the day. let alone the year.