dearest sienna,
i miss you. we used to be best friends. i used to tell you everything, EVERYTHING. we went through everything together. you stuck around when no one else did. you stayed up on the phone with me for hours when i needed someone to talk to even if it was just to plan out what i would wear the next day. i miss your hugs. i miss your smiles. and i know it was my fault we fell apart but i miss everything about us being friends. i miss coming to your house and going on shopping trips to walmart where i always bought something way to big for me to finish (kool-aid, crackers, big pack of chocolate) and you never laughed at me you laughed with me, i miss talking to you about boys you always understood, i miss talking to you about my numerous sex kittens, i miss go crazy hyper and being myself around you! because we were best friends, sisters at the least. and now we are silly acquaintances we say hello in the halls but i dont know anything about you anymore. and when logan asked me out you were the first person i wanted to call. but you found out when i was talking to allie... i miss you. that is all. i miss you like crazy. it feels like half of me is gone.