i never knew a person could make me feel physically sick before.
i didn't know how much you hurt me till i saw you
i felt ashamed and embarassed.
i couldn't look at myself in the mirror. from disapointment
i cant believe i let you in, like i did.
i cant believe i let you do what you did.
and most of all i cant believe that i had the fucking courtesy to wave back at you. to use my manners.
i almost started crying. my head was pounding. i felt nausicous. and my hands were shaking. i felt like i couldnt walk.
why did i ever let you take advantage of me like that? and why the fuck am i still nice to you?
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