I want this year to be different.

i want to make a difference, i wanna change. I got asked to do the new student lunch, got recognized by 2 people for the leadership retreat, and have honors with highest distinction. i just want to keep it up i want this year to be a good one. I want to aim higher, set goals and achieve them. My boyfriend is amazing he's popular, hilarious, cute and so sweet. I cant let these distractions get in my way, i always do. But this year is going to be different, i'm not going to let it happen! I just can't.